Fast forward to 2014 im reunited with the love of my life. We are on the brink of having an affair and I feel like if we do she will hate me. Im not sure I can I want to but im afraid if I do I will be using her. Why does love have to ve so complicated? This post is about that notion we all have called love. Why do we have to live such complicated lives………I cant jeopardize what we have built for what I want unless I know for sure that she wants it too.