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Having trouble putting sentences together sometimes. Mind feels like one big blur. Anything that involves  thinking, like planning a party or trying to get my little business going is difficult. Stress?? Forget about it. I can’t handle it.

This is just a sample of what my head has been like for the past 11 1/2 Months, since our third baby Girl was born. I have been told that mourning the loss of our second baby, HUGE family drama, and some other stuff has made me get to a point were I just can’t deal. I have trouble coping. I can say I now know what rock bottom is.

My Husband is absolutely wonderful, he has stood by my side every second. When most Men would have walked away. I have thrown things, broken things, put hole in walls and at time have even hurt myself.

Crazy. She is crazy. What kind…

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